Just a moment ....

Oh, you were never in love with me right? or better say You were never mine! I used to smile when people called your name, talk about you, but now I can’t even smile and say your name at the same time. So maybe things between us were too good, ya know, Maybe we reached the point where things couldn’t get any better…so they just had to get worse… and maybe that’s why you left me. Did you ever love me? or atleast feel that you might fall for me one day?But then ,now I know its too late for such questions.Like many other questions in my life, these also remain so forever. I’m so sick and tired of acting like I’m fine because truthfully, I’m not. I can’t even talk to you without being so incredibly sad. You were the one person who was always supposed to be there for me, my best friend, my everything.. and you ruined it all in that moment. And I acted like it didn’t hurt, and for a while, I didn’t think it did…but the tears are here and I now realize that it hurt ...

She didn’t talk to me. She didn’t do it purposely, but may be she is busy. She didn’t intend to hurtme but I still wonder why is this silence persisting..May be beacuse I always turned always turned deaf to whatever she said, not that I didn’t like to listen to her; it was just that she always seemed to be pointing out something that displeased her about me. Today however, she had been quiet; today she hadn't said a word. It was unnatural, almost ominous. I  waited there in bated breath, counting every second, licking my dry lips and racking my brains, looking for a reason for her silence. I realized I loved her, and nothing in the world, not any force or any calamity could change that fact. The comfort I felt in her arms was undefeated in front of any kind of happiness man had ever encountered. I felt safe, uncorrupted, innocent and almost childlike in her arms. Her beautiful eyes would soothe and calm me down; making me forget about any di...